ARGH

Subconsciously, I know that I'm probably the biggest disappointment in their lives. The words said a few minutes ago are very appreciated.

Two nights in a row. Eyes are going to shrivel up. I'm so, so tired... I hope I won't have that dream again tonight, things are horrible enough.

To a good friend: Thanks for always being there even though you "suck at consoling people". You know who you are. And please don't worry, you won't die next week.

Since my only form of escape is expensive, not to mention unhealthy & weight-gaining, I'm not doing it. For now.