Less than 3 months to Age Nineteen! :((

The annoyance, sadness & disappointment still linger. The jerk is most likely clueless about what he did. Haha. It's all in my head & I don't know what to type. :D "it's not worth it to put so much emotion into someone when he doesn't even feel half of it." something like that, anyway.

I CUT MYSELF. D:
Hahaha. The ingredients include stoning, a pair of scissors, a roll of scotchtape, delayed reaction time and sitting in a stinky cardboard box. The cut is in a vague V-shape...

I am beginning to see a disturbing pattern. And there is a subconscious mental blockage that is keeping the psychotic fears of the results away. For now.

I told a lie today that I wasn't comfortable with, but it was the best option I had.

Random photo of the day. I miss my student philosophers! :))

Mood: Whirlpool ah. Swoosh.